Is it just me or is 2016 just flying by way too quickly?
I finished I’ll Give You The Sun and I loved it so much! It’s one of my favourite reads of the year. I started Half Blood Prince which is excellent. I also started Romancing the Dark in the City of Light and I’m not loving it so far, but I’m hoping the story gets better as the book progresses. I was gifted The Martian and Magnus Chase for my birthday, so that’s exciting.
I haven’t been listening to a lot of music lately but I really liked Greatest by Sia and The Great Divide by Rebecca Black. I haven’t heard any new songs so if you have any recommendations, please leave them in the comments!
I finished Younger and it was so cute. I’m so excited to watch the new season! I saw the first episode of Crazy Ex Girlfriend and I didn’t really like the whole musical aspect of it. I started rewatching Pretty Little Liars because I have nothing else to watch. I’m thinking of watching Make It Or Break It because Josh from Younger is in it, and he’s nice to look at. 😛 But I don’t know!
For the first time in my life, I failed an exam. And not just one, I failed both Math and Physics so that sucks. I’m not as disappointed as I thought I’d be. Usually when I fail at something, I become very self-depreciating and lose confidence but now I’m just ready to do well. I think I needed to that push of failure to buck up and get back into studying and not wile away my time.
In other news, people from my old school had a reunion party today. I didn’t attend because I felt too guilty about doing badly in my tests. Also, they all smoke and drink whenever we go out and I’m not judging them for it, but they have a tendency to ignore people who aren’t inebriated, (don’t know if it’s conscious or unconscious) so I feel a bit left out. I personally, am not comfortable with drinking right now, because my parents would not approve if they found out and I may just end up passed out in a ditch somewhere. Also, I don’t like the idea of smoking in general.
I’m a teenager and I’m supposed to be wild and rebellious but for some reason, I’m too afraid to do the things that teenagers do like drink and smoke and sneak out. Sometimes I think it’s okay, and my moral compass is working right but other times I feel like I’m missing out on crucial teenage moments. I think I’m doing the whole teenager thing wrong.